You smile at me; I see the love in your
eyes. What do you see in mine? Do you see a spirit?
A soul inside, who loves you as
no other could in the world? A spirit that would
forgive all the trespasses of prior wrong doing for just a simple
moment of your
time? That is all I ask. To slow down, if
even for a few minutes to be with me. So many times you have
been saddened by the
words you read on that screen, of other of my kind,
passing. Sometimes we die young and oh so quickly, sometimes
so
suddenly it wrenches your heart out of your
throat. Sometimes, we age so slowly before your eyes that you
may not even
seem to know until the very end, when we look at you
with grizzled muzzles and cataract clouded eyes. Still the love is
always
there, even when we must take that long sleep, to run
free in a distant land.
I may not be here tomorrow; I may not be here next
week. Someday you will shed the water from your eyes, that
humans have
when deep grief fills their souls, and you will be
angry at yourself that you did not have just "one more day" with
me. Because I
love you so, your sorrow touches my spirit and grieves
me. We have NOW, together. So come, sit down here next
to me on
the floor, and look deep into my eyes. What do
you see? If you look hard and deep enough we will talk, you
and I, heart to
heart. Come to me not as "alpha" or as "trainer"
or even as Mom or Dad," come to me as a living soul and stroke my
fur and let
us look deep into one another's eyes, and talk. I may
tell you something about the fun of chasing a tennis ball, or I may
tell you
something profound about myself, or even life in
general.
You decided to have me in your life because you wanted
a soul to share such things with. Someone very different from
you,
and here I am. I am a dog, but I am alive.
I feel emotion, I feel physical senses, and I can revel in the
differences of our spirits
and souls. I do not think of you as a "Dog on two
feet" --I know what you are. You are human, in all your
quirkiness, and I love
you still.
Now, come and sit with me, on the
floor. Enter my world, and let time slow down if only for 15
minutes. Look deep into my
eyes, and whisper into my ears. Speak with your
heart, with your joy and I will know your true self. We may
not have
tomorrow, and life is oh so very
short.